"Heeey, you've reached Yang! Well, actually, you didn't reach far enough, 'cause I'm not here right now! But don't yang up! Just leave a message on this baby, and I'll get back to you soon enough, okay?"
[ She'll argue this to the end of her days, but with his arms grabbing her, it's hard to tickle him. For now, she's just going to try to roll herself free instead. ]
Yeah... [ It's said a little softly, and Yang closes her eyes briefly when she leans in to kiss his cheek. ]
What they say about you not knowing what you have until it's gone is true. When I couldn't feel anything, like I wasn't really there... it scared me. I had to keep thinking about all the times I'd touched you, or Ruby, all the times I'd felt something, just to stay calm.
[ And Naoki had been there. That had helped. Naoki and her own need to reassure him. She'd lost her body before, once, but even then... this had felt worse. ]
[Naoki closes his eyes too, just for a moment, reaching up and finding her cheek with a blind touch, touching carefully and softly. It's half to reassure her that she is, indeed, still there, he's here.]
You already knew that...it scared me, too. Not just-- because it was happening to me, but because it was happening to you. And there was nothing I could do.
[It's probably not shocking, that his fear would stem from worry about someone else.]
[ The touch does help, steadying her thoughts. Yang isn't one to dwell on the deeply uncomfortable, but she's not one to outright avoid a discussion of it, either. ]
[Naoki's lips curve into a small, rueful smile. Yes, he does tend to worry more about others as a general rule, however...] You're one of the few I'd want to do anything for. So when I can't...
[He trails off, curls one hand with a shake of his head. It's frustrating, it's painful, it's scary, he's always wanted to protect people who're important to him but he's too often been unable to.] ...well, you know.
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[DETERMINED, he's not going to hold still! In fact, he's going to catch his leg around hers and grip.]
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[ WHOA NOW, don't grip her leg! ]
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It really wasn't! [Both arms are abandoning the tickling task, wrapping around her tightly.]
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[ She'll argue this to the end of her days, but with his arms grabbing her, it's hard to tickle him. For now, she's just going to try to roll herself free instead. ]
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Yeah, yeah, now--
[STOP ROLLING...]
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[ Just don't end up trying to roll off the bed, Yang. Well, she's squirming now more than anything. ]
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[So there. Sap attack, goooo.]
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[ She lifts her head a little, though, to keep the flower in her hair from getting smushed. ]
But I guess this is okay, too.
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You guess? Should I let you go after all?
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And immediately, she shakes her head, arms tightening around him. ]
Nope. Letting me go for the next twelve hours, breaks aside, is forbidden.
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Naoki blinks with slight surprise as those arms tighten around him, glancing quickly to her face. Then he moves to kiss her temple.]
Mm. [A small nod.] Okay. I won't let you go.
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What they say about you not knowing what you have until it's gone is true. When I couldn't feel anything, like I wasn't really there... it scared me. I had to keep thinking about all the times I'd touched you, or Ruby, all the times I'd felt something, just to stay calm.
[ And Naoki had been there. That had helped. Naoki and her own need to reassure him. She'd lost her body before, once, but even then... this had felt worse. ]
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You already knew that...it scared me, too. Not just-- because it was happening to me, but because it was happening to you. And there was nothing I could do.
[It's probably not shocking, that his fear would stem from worry about someone else.]
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... You always did worry more about other people.
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[Naoki's lips curve into a small, rueful smile. Yes, he does tend to worry more about others as a general rule, however...] You're one of the few I'd want to do anything for. So when I can't...
[He trails off, curls one hand with a shake of his head. It's frustrating, it's painful, it's scary, he's always wanted to protect people who're important to him but he's too often been unable to.] ...well, you know.
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[ Yang leans in closer, nuzzling his chin. ] And you're here now.
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[He lifts up his chin slightly, his eyes gone half-mast, content.]
It's not something anyone else's ever said to me before.
[So, it hadn't occurred to him he could help just by that. Not until she'd said it.]
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[ By pressing her lips to his throat, yep. ]
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[Earnest... and sincere.] But I'll try to remind myself, try not to give you too many things to make sure I don't forget.
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That plan name of yours is pretty long. Make sure you remember that, first.
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