flaredo: (I like the leg-breaking idea!)
Yang Xiao Long ([personal profile] flaredo) wrote2014-10-09 09:18 am
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Inbox;

"Heeey, you've reached Yang! Well, actually, you didn't reach far enough, 'cause I'm not here right now! But don't yang up! Just leave a message on this baby, and I'll get back to you soon enough, okay?"

[ Please specify VOICEMAIL, TEXT or CALL. ]
masakados: (because we’re living on top)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-16 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I doubt it. [Naoki turns his head slightly to look at her, and it's like his expression is saying don't even think about it because there's no way, no way he'd ever...]

Because, I think my body just... absorbs magatsuhi whether I want it to or not. And with how tough things have been, it's...

[Negative feelings equal more magatsuhi. And Yang might feel him sink into her more, hiding his face once again in her shoulder.]
masakados: (without remembering)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-16 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Naoki exhales-- and his breaths shake as they leave him. His heart pounds too fast and he's forgotten his tiredness in favour of that knot, tight in his stomach.]

Mm. Even if I wanted to. [That's why... all of this is so weird.

It freaks him out. More than he lets on. Or tries to let on, at least.]
masakados: (how much anger)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-16 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[His answer is a nod-- he's upset. It's not that he feels as though he needs to keep it hidden from her, but he can't quite face it on his own. It's difficult to even think about, hence why his breaths come short.

But her hand is warm, comforting, drawing his mind to it.]


Yeah? [murmured in a small voice. There's a moment of quiet, like he's thinking about something...] ...Yang, you never get afraid of any of the things I tell you about me, huh?
masakados: (just meaninglessly searching)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-17 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
It scares me a bit, [he admits, softly. Maybe he'll just have to borrow from Yang's feelings.]

Thinking about it, about getting energy from other people hurting.
masakados: (try and change me)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-17 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Naoki's fingers curl at her sides, clutching and keeping her close. He exhales a long breath that doesn't shake and he rubs his nose into her neck.]

My heart's changed a little. After all, I love you now. [Soft, but earnest.]
masakados: (our convictions and sorrow)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-17 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Naoki's arm lifts slightly, the better to tuck around her, his fingers stroking the space in-between her shoulders. They curl slightly and he lifts his head, bringing his lips to her forehead.]

It was already amazing before that, too.

[She always accepts him unflinchingly...]
masakados: don't take (what do you want to believe?)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-18 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Basically. [He smiles and combs his fingers through her hair.]

...Sorry that I... [He waves a hand.] My own body freaks me out sometimes. I think I've gotten used to it, and then something else happens that makes me rethink it.
masakados: (on our own two feet)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-18 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
You're too reliable and cool. [He sighs and pulls her closer, but his kiss that he lays against her cheek is tinged with gratitude.]

...And you know you've got me for the same.
masakados: (i can’t believe it)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-18 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
And even when you're not.

[He'll just add that on to the Unwritten Rule. Because it's always nice to think and realise ah, I'm not alone, even when things aren't tough.]
masakados: (to know inside of you)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-19 03:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll always be there for you. [He declares it so upfront...]
masakados: (and live as if you'll die today)

[personal profile] masakados 2015-09-19 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Naoki laughs softly against her lips, more of an exhale because he needs (needs) to kiss her back.]

I'll keep up that streak.
Edited 2015-09-19 17:15 (UTC)